I have started my working life for 1month and 2 weeks le, seriously, I have not gotten use to it yet

But everything’s great, I’ve got great boss who loves treating us to good food. And I’ve got an easy life working in that company (Slacking everyday, but not becos I’m a slacker but cause there’s simply NOTHING to do at all!)

Fell sick for the past few days, down with cough, flu and sore throat! ARGH! But well, it’s good la, I can get MC and still get paid! LOL!

Aiyah, got to go! Blog again some other time! Tata!

Thanks all who celebrated my 22nd birthday with me and for all wishes and blessings! Love you all!

Appreciate the guys for helping to plan with the chalet too! All their efforts they put in really touches me.

First time sees Erzi so hardworking with planning things! Haha!

Samuel went all the way to Raffles just to buy my cake! The cake is awesome and so is he! 

Jincai, as usual, does all the cleaning up and stuff! And the rest of the guys helped with the bbq willingly :]

Also to Jesper and Aster who booked the chalet and went there earlier than me to settle all the things!  

Don’t really know how to show my appreciation to the guys so I just sent them a sms to thank them.

As for Aster, I was delighted that she did so many things even in the midst of studying for her examinations!

Xiu, my Baobei Nu’er! From this sentence onwards, every words are specially for you!

I know how stress it can be for you, and I whenever I see how tired you look, it breaks my heart.

Im not someone who really knows how to cheer someone up, but remember if you wana talk, I will always be there to lend a listening ear and cheer you on

I’m sure you can do it, just believe in yourself alright! Will be praying for you, also, take very good care of your health!

After your exams, I wana spend some days with you alone okay? Have been so long since we really spend time together with just you and me! Haha!

Like I said, I wana thank you personally for all the things you have done :] Concentrate on your studies first, we’ll have fun after 10May! JIAYOU GIRL!

Woah, went back to China till now havent come back!!!

Thought you are supposed to be back on the first week of April???!!!

Wonder how you’re doing now la! And when are you coming back????

No replies whatsoever! GRR!

Haha, okay, I sound rather desperate, haha.

But there are so many things I wanted to update you with ya?

I HOPE YOU READ THIS POST AND DON’T MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A FOOL WRITING TO THE WALL!

Haha, but I believe you had enough fun already! Should have went with you last month!

 Time to come back to Singapore okay!! :]

Alright, did I mention that I graduated? Long ago actually.

Now in the midst of finding a permenant job, with GOOD PAY hopefully!

Need to wake up at 7am later! Easter Big Hunt, hehe!

Actually Im not that excited la,  just that I wana build up the ‘mood’ !

Sharing by Willie today is great!

That’s my problem – my words can really offend people. Yes, I have known that I have this kind of problem, but sometimes, I just shoot my mouth off without thinking.

Really, nobody is perfect. It takes time for wounds to heal too. We don’t have to judge others cause we make mistakes too. Er zi must be feeling very bad now after the sharing. Anyway, although sometimes he very huai dan,  I can see that he still cares alot for others de, even for the ones he don’t really like. He’s the ‘mouth hard heart soft’ type, haha.

Okay, I better stop, tata!

Don’t think anyone really knows what happened, but thanks to all those who really observed and realised that there are some other reasons for me to be acting that way other than being sick and lack of sleep! Haha, nah, I don’t blame those who thinks that i’m acting weird cause I’ve a fever or lack of sleep due to Mapling, these are facts. Some of them have been asking me to sleep earlier and don’t keep Mapling till wee hours.

Well, I guess for this period, friends are very important to me. That’s why, only through Mapling, I can at least have some friends to talk too to keep my concentration away from other problems at night. Falling sleeping seems to be getting harder and harder for me. Sometimes I don’t really want to think about anything but it’s not easy. This period is going to be tough for me, but I pray that I’ll be able to go through them and yes, grow up. Maybe you’re right, I must learn to grow up, learn to overcome all obstacles.

Okay! I don’t know who will read this post la, but please don’t ask me anything, I’m too tired to share already. It’s time to start being independent. I don’t care whether you guys think that I’m gaining attention or trying to act ‘innocent’ anymore. I know what I myself is doing and whatever I said is the fact and what I really think, it’s up to you all whether you believe. Sometimes, like what I’ve posted in Facebook, some exaggerations and blind beliefs can lead to unexpected outcomes.

Woah, emo post, sorry to my readers yeah :]  If you somehow feel guilty, or maybe offended, haha, you should have heeded my advice on the top of this post :]  Tata guys! Don’t worry, I am alright, I know God hears me, I will pray

I wana go MIA..

I wana go MIA…

I wana go MIA!

I wana go MIA!!

I wana go MIA!!!

I WANA GO MIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, back to life.

Make every year the best year, KONG HEE FA CHOI!

Today’s activities were like so random, but everything turned out well!

Xiaoyu can’t make it to tomorrow’s service so I asked her for today’s.

And just so randomly, we went for service and I was so glad to hear that Xiaoyu was really inspired by the sermon!

I felt so touched I almost teared when she said, ‘I made the right choice by coming’!

On our way to church, we had a serious conversation about religion stuff.

And yes, indeed, I was so amazed by how God has changed my life for the better, and of course, I believe, for Xiaoyu’s life also.

I have a vision, and I know Xiaoyu also has a same one.

Let’s focus, not get distracted. Hold on to our dreams, and believe that one day, all will come to pass :]

(Romans 8:28) And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.

Everyone has their down times, what’s the use of judging?

I believe things will turn out right once again.

Throat’s hurting, head’s spinning..ARG!

And tmr starting school already, sian!

Didn’t go for service today, too tired, too sick? Can’t wake up properly, hais.

K: Sorry if I keep wasting your time. We’ve only know each other for a few days, I can’t make that decision yet. Give me more time to get to know you more?